November 12, 2014

Radicchio Fennel Salad





I am a great planner. In fact, I created a grandiose calendar where I wrote the days I was supposed to sit down and browse relevant, interesting seasonal recipes from the stash of cookbooks I have sitting next to the couch, with post-its between them hoping to be, one day, removed. I had planned the days I was meant to list the ingredients I needed, the day for the shopping, and finally, the day for the cooking. I wanted to cook something interesting every week to make dinners a bit more adventurous and exciting. I planned to cook and taste, then try again and finally decide if the recipe was worth mentioning here, or just ticking and moving on. 

I had a plan for writing, too. I wanted to write every week, a little every evening, and to photograph every weekend – to be more disciplined with the bits of creativity that dot my daily life. I wanted to put down in words and visuals all the ideas that pass through my mind at the speed of light – all the food, recipes, stories and bits of life brought back by an event of a sudden connection of thoughts – and are gone before I can record them. I had grand plans to sit down and just pour down onto a physical or virtual page all the ideas that blur my mind during the day and that make me anxious at work.

I am as good a planner as I am a procrastinator. I am undisciplined. Tired. Lazy. My plans don’t take into account these aspects as I fly high in hope and optimism. What happened instead was my shopping pattern returned to be casual, instinctual, dictated by habit and sudden fancies after only a week. My recipe research dropped, and I returned to cook the things I feel comfortable putting together without any recipe but rather pulling together flavours and ingredients from my pantry and assembling them in fashions I think might work. I struggled to write in the evening, to find inspiration or just the right set of mind, and quickly returned to my readings and series-watching habits. 

Writing a little every day – that is my biggest goal, yet it feels so unachievable right now. My mornings are too early and too fast before I head out of the door to my whirlwind of events. My evenings are late, and the worst time of the day for me to write, unless I swallow that fifth cup of coffee and write all in one go through the small hours of the night. I usually come home tired and mentally drained – a cacophony of stimuli and a handful of fragmented sentences. Home to a husband that demands my attention and with whom I want to spend my little spare time. In the evening, I am the furthest away from a decent storyteller I can ever possibly be.

Still, I ache to be here. I have been sitting on this post for days, looking for a good angle and a good story to tell about this salad, and the more I thought about it, the less I could say. The less hard I tried, the more clear it became that this salad tells no other story than the story of myself, here and now: of me eating somehow healthily, using seasonal produce turned into a hopefully exciting salad that could come together as quickly as possible. A salad made with ingredients that didn’t take any room in my shoebox size refrigerator; and that would keep my green cravings at stake after a long day under the fluorescent light bulbs of the office. It tells the story of someone who likes to cook and eat well, but who struggles with time and energy. Someone who would gladly eat leftover soup for three days in a row than cooking for one hour after dumping my bags on the floor and taking my shoes off. 

Thankfully, little planning, time or energy is required for this salads – just a trip to the greengrocer to get some vibrant, fresh seasonal ingredients. Oddly, this is my favourite time of the year for salad because it is when fennel, bitter leaves (the love of radicchio is in my genes) and citrus are in season – a heavenly combination that is extremely versatile and rewarding. It all makes for a lovely dinner alongside some pan-fried trout, some chicken or just a piece of cheese and some bread (and wine). 



Radicchio Fennel Salad

serves 4

2 small heads radicchio Veronese or Chioggia
A generous handful wild rocket
1 large round fennel
Juice of 1 orange
3 tablespoons olive oil
1 teaspoon balsamic vinegar
Sea salt, to taste
4 tablespoons pomegranate seeds
Parmesan shavings, to taste

Wash all the leaves, spin dry and transfer to a salad bowl. Wash the fennel, cut it in half and discard the branches. Slice as thinly as possible, either using a knife or a mandolin. Arrange on top of the leaves. 

Prepare the dressing by whisking together orange juice and oil, then adding the vinegar and the salt, until you have a creamy emulsion. Pour over the salad as soon as ready yo serve. 

Sprinkle the pomegranate seeds all over the salad, then top with generous Parmesan shavings. If you like some crunch in your salad, walnuts make a nice addition.


You might have noticed some changes around here lately. I am still playing around with the layout, so a header will follow soon. This is part of the reason why all the other plans went feet up, but I am happy with how it looks so hey, it was worth it.

Also, a reading list about cooking, and not cooking. And writing.

Even on a good day.
This exchange of comments
Just cook and see what happens.
He’ll always come home if I make minestrone.
The right choice saves the world.
‘I enjoy not cooking as much as I enjoy cooking. ‘ 1 | 2 | 3
It all loops back to the practice.  

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10 comments:

  1. You had me at 'shoebox size refrigerator' :)))
    Us, and them, all the same. Love love.

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    1. Love love from the shoebox home! 🙂

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  2. It's a great feeling to be inspired to write better because of your words. So clear, truthful, inspired, real and honest.

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    1. It is a mutual thing, you see, this writing inspiration thing…

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  3. You have such a way with words, Val! And you've just described my every day. I am a morning person when it comes to writing but I never, ever, get the morning to myself! Exhausted, after a toddler has sucked every single bit of energy out of me, I only have time for myself in the evening when my brain has already decided to shut down (how many times I have fallen asleep on my laptop!). It's frustrating but I think that goal of writing a little something every day is the best thing. Plough through, get it down, even if just a little. Sometimes I just jot things down in a little notebook (I don't always have time to sit at the computer! Always on the go! Plus I still prefer writing with a pen and paper! :)) I found that with a deadline I often didn't have a choice but to write something every day (which was good, otherwise procrastination would have taken over!), even when time was non existent or I was too tired and, amazingly, it all comes together in the end. Also, love the new look and this is exactly my kind of salad. x

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    1. it's awful, isn't it, this feeling we are not making use of the most creative and productive moments in our lives, and yet sometimes life drag you elsewhere. I spend mine communting, scrolling brainlessly on my phone listiening to music, so I have started tapping everything that comes to mind on the Notes App so to have a recording of these fragments of stories I think about. It helps me keeping this writing anxiety under control, and to have something to tell here. Thank you for your beautiful comment, it means the world to me. x

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  4. Love your writing. I am just like you. Great planner and great procrastinator. It's quite unbelievable!

    Valentina

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    1. Thank you Valentina! I think it all comes down to set realistic plans…I am still learning 🙂

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  5. I feel your struggles; all those grand plans and then comes…life. I think as important as seeking "perfection" and productivity is for success, creativity, and growth, one also needs to be kind to oneself. We are all people living in a real world; a world of early mornings, long and exhausting days at work, and late evenings. Sometimes we just need to slow down, try less harder.
    This salad is glorious; love the colors and the simplicity.

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    1. Life as we know it…yes, kindness and letting things go is definitely a lesson to be learnt. I hope I am on a good path, meanwhile, the business that brings me here to share words and recipes is indeed of the best kind, as it is the most creative feeling I can think of for me right now. Thank you so much for your thoughtful words. x

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