It takes only a slipping knife, and one's world is turned upside-down for days. That's what happened, a knife that slipped, a cut in a hand, stitches, home from work. Me not being able to perform the most stupid, basic, daily tasks, from putting up my hair to washing my face. From cutting an apple from my oatmeal to washing a salad. From baking bread to doing the dishes.
"I feel like Edward Scissorhands", I told J, while trying to serve myself some salad, failing miserably and spreading corn kernels all over the table. He smiled, helped me with the serving spoons and cleaned my mess. He knows I am stubborn. Sometimes, he lets me try, but he is ready to save the situation before I go too far. "Nonono, Val, leave it, sit down."
I am tired of sitting down already.
One, two, three days at home like that and I start to feel anxious. Sure, I can read. I can use my time to do (pretty useless and yet fulfilling)
tasks that I have put on a side for a long time. Re-organize ideas, write those emails saved in the draft file for months –yes, typing with one hand takes ages, but thank god I have anything but time. Take walks and deep breaths. I can take pictures with one hand, although blurry 99% of the times. But.
This is
a good lesson. The smallest thing can deeply affect us, our routine and habits. Never take anything for granted. And beware of small, sharp knives, please. You really don't want to end up like yours truly, I assure you.
Anyway, let's stop with my lament. I thought something sweet would uplift the spirit of this post (and mine), so here I am, talking about chocolate chip cookies. What? Me, chocolate, cookies? Yep, you heard me. Chocolate chip cookies and milk is one of the most miraculous cures for lonely souls. Give them to a kid with the flu and he'll feel better in a second. Give them to J and his day will shine of a new light. Oh, give one to me, too, please. Want some? I have plenty. I made them before getting hurt and look how useful they turned out.
Another lesson: never ask yourself too many questions while making (a lot) of cookies. They will come handy sooner or later.